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 Finding a boy name was difficult for us. We couldn't agree on them .... And of course we had three of them haha.  Avery has the middle name James before he had a first name. I love the name James and it is Andrew's middle name. Andrew suggested just to name. Him James but then I couldn't think of a middle name. Also I new family members would call him Jimmy or Jimbo and I am not a fan. Eventually Andrew suggested Avery and I loved it. I didn't know anyone named Avery, but had heard the name. And interesting enough I had no idea that it became popular for girls. Also until a coworker reminded me I forgot that the character Murphy Brown named her son Avery (and it was the character's mother's name too).  With Miles, I just one day said "Miles, his name will be Miles" and Andrew agreed. At the time we were watching the show "LOST" and there is a character named Miles. It wasn't that the character was my favorite or anything I just liked his...

Can this year be over? And better yet can next year be better? Sure it wasn't all bad. There were great things too but the 'bad' seems to be dragging out through the whole year.  I just sort of looked through my last couple of posts to I am sorry if you read them and I repeat myself. I also apologize if some of what I write isn't clear or doesn't make complete sense. Some of what I will write about involves my children and they deserve some privacy and for me not to share all their details. Also I took am a work in progress. I tend to over share and also not say what I need to say at the same time. I have my own issues right now that I don't know how to deal with, and because I am the way I am everyone else's issues are my first priority. Now... I know the analogy of putting the oxygen mask on yourself first and because I have been told to do that I would. However in my situations that is easier said than done.  In January of this year Miles started having b...